Friday, July 19, 2013

I WAS A DRUGGIE, My Dealers were Doctors

I Flushed Prescription Poisons down Toilet 
I WAS A DRUGGIE, My Dealers were Doctors 

NOW I AM FINDING FREEDOM from Prescription Medications that I have taken for more than 20 years--- counting down even less pills today, it has only been a month since I started Medical Marijuana Therapy: 

I No longer need Flexeril, Oxycotin, Percocet, or Klonopin, Trazadone.. for my serious Diseases 

MIXING MEDICATIONS MAKES YOU A DRUGGIE & They can KILL you 







An Horrific Violation of TrustProsecute Doctors for Patients’ Prescription Overdoses











Combined drug intoxication (CDI), also known as multiple drug intake (MDI) or lethal polydrug/polypharmacy intoxication, is an unnatural cause of human death. It is distinct in that it is due to the simultaneous use of multiple drugs, whether the drugs are prescriptionover-the-counterrecreational, or some other combination. 

In July 2008, the Associated Press and CNN reported on a medical study showing that over two decades, from 1983 to 2004, such deaths have soared. It has also become a prevalent risk for older patients. Elderly people are at the highest risk of CDI, due to having many age-related health problems requiring many medications

MY AILMENTS: What Is Spinal Stenosis? The spine, a row of 26 bones in your back, allows you to stand up straight and bend over. The spine also protects your spinal cord from being hurt. In people with spinal stenosis, the spine is narrowed in one or more of three parts: The only CURE is surgery.

As a result patients also have 
1. Spondylosis is a degenerative spinal disorder
2. Neuropathy from the pressure on the spinal cord which is a collection of disorders that occurs when nerves of the peripheral nervous system (the part of the nervous system outside of the brain and spinal cord) are damaged. The condition is generally referred to as peripheral neuropathy, and it is most commonly due to damage to nerve axons. Neuropathy usually causes pain and numbness in the hands and feet. It can result from traumatic injuries.


I have lived both in the Midwest and on the West Coast. Actually I was bounced back and forth as a youth after my parents divorced and my mother headed out West from Missouri to California, with me in tow. I do not know what she was thinking, she was an immigrant, with a heavy German accent and no Job skills.

That experience taught me a lot, like if you are going to be homeless, starved, mal-nourished and neglected, it is easier out West rather than to deal with the weather in he Midwest.( not to mention the amount of insects that will suck your blood after dark)

I had an early onset of Arthritis in my 30's and this is usually seen in patients who had suffered severe malnutrition as a youngster. Don't think I did not need some therapy after that.

I mention this here because, early onset of osteoarthritis seen in patients with childhood malnutrition as well as teeth problems (Enamel hypoplasias generally form due to poor nutrition).. you can check out more Google #early onset of osteoarthritis.

Now in High Country Arizona, I will take the dry heat any day over the exhausting Humidity of the Midwest. They can keep the snow and ice too.

No more storms to predict, out West, because of sore joints from constant rise and fall of Barometric. It hardly ever rains here in AZ, but we do not go thirsty.

Believers typically cite a famous study conducted in Philadelphia in the '60s by researcher John Hollander. In the study, Hollander isolated several patients with arthritis in a sealed chamber and gradually adjusted the atmospheric conditions. He found some evidence that swelling and stiffness increased with a rise in humidity and a drop in barometric pressure.

Air pressure is the force exerted on you by the weight of tiny particles of air (air molecules). Although air molecules are invisible, they still have weight and take up space. Since there's a lot of "empty" space between air molecules, air can be compressed to fit in a smaller volume.

When it's compressed, air is said to be "under high pressure". Air at sea level is what we're used to, in fact, we're so used to it that we forget we're actually feeling air pressure all the time!

Weather forecasters measure air pressure with a barometer. Barometers are used to measure the current air pressure at a particular location in "inches of mercury" or in "millibars" (mb).

Researchers continue to be interested in looking at less direct potential connections between atmospheric conditions -- like temperature, barometric pressure, and humidity -- and painful conditions such as arthritis, fibromyalgia, and sinus or migraine headaches.



Lov'in Arizona, Lov'in Medical Marijuana. It will take the Midwest 10 more years to come up to speed with the rest of the US. It always has, in my experience anyway. 

The Bio Channel did a special called Meth in America. [ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fkXwGLWzZv4 ]They go inside the very personal stories of the Meth crisis. Travel to some small Midwestern towns in Missouri that are ravaged by the meth epidemic. Includes a look at the entire community: from the wide range of addicts and their families, to the dealers, law enforcement officials, hospitals and pharmacies.

And those rednecks are Judging me for a LEGAL Prescribed Medical Marijuana. Well crap there is another story I will have to share with you sometime. Yep, little Italian Girl, goes California Hippie, Returns to Missouri and get knocked up by the much older Redneck Babysitter, her single, hot to trot, Daddy hired.

Now in my Autumn years, I can proudly say, I ditched the Mother, the Father and the Rednecks. Relied on myself, trotted myself back out West all Alone [but not lonely, big difference] Was the bravest thing I have ever done in my life.

Anyway Don't Judge me by my past I don't live there anymore.



Celebrity deaths due to CDI (or MDI)
Nick Adams, actor, from paraldehyde and promazine;
Bridgette Andersen, actress, from alcohol and multiple drugs;
Lester Bangs, music journalist, from diazepam and propoxyphene;
Tommy Bolin, guitarist for Deep Purple, from alcohol and prescription drugs and illegal drugs in combination;
Derek Boogaard, New York Rangers forward, from oxycodone and alcohol.
Casey Calvert, guitarist for Hawthorne Heights, from citalopram, clonazepam and hydrocodone;
Steve Clark of rock group Def Leppard from combining antidepressants, tranquilizers and alcohol;
Eric Douglas, actor/comedian, from alcohol, hydrocodone and temazepam;
Paul Gray, Slipknot bassist, from morphine and fentanyl
Jimi Hendrix, guitarist, from alcohol and barbiturates;
Whitney Houston, singer, from drinking alcohol beverages, alprazolam, diphenhydramine, cocaine, and cyclobenzaprine;
Elizabeth Ann Hulette aka Miss Elizabeth, pro westling manager, from alcohol, temazepam, oxycodone, hydrocodone and anabolic steroids;
Michael Jackson, singer, from the IV anesthetic propofol and other sedatives;
Anissa Jones, child actress, from cocaine, phencyclidine, methaqualone and secobarbital;
David Anthony Kennedy, son of Senator Robert Francis Kennedy, from cocaine, pethidine and thioridazine;
Rodney King from alcohol, and cocaine;
Heath Ledger, actor, from toxic combination of prescribed drugs;
Cory Monteith, actor, from heroin and alcohol;
Brittany Murphy, actress, from multiple prescription drugs;
Lani O'Grady, actress known from Eight is Enough, from hydrocodone and fluoxetine;
Johnny O'Keefe, singer, from combining several prescription drugs;
Dana Plato, actress, from carisoprodol and hydrocodone;
Elvis Presley, singer, had over 10 drugs in his system when he died. 
Edie Sedgwick, actress, from barbiturates and alcohol;
Freddy Soto, writer/actor/comedian, from fentanyl, alprazolam and alcohol;
Louie Spicolli, pro wrestler, from carisoprodol, alcohol, painkillers and lorazepam;
Anna Nicole Smith and 
Daniel Wayne Smith
Heath Ledger



Wednesday, July 17, 2013

Just Art

I will try to catch up on some writing soon ♥GG
Doing some art work for my FB page

Expressing my inner Goddess
 Loving the freedom to choose my own course

Monday, July 15, 2013

I had a dream Today What a Day for a day Dream



I held my green Card as I rested out in my yard.

I had a dream Today Of my life I must turn a page
To write on my mind, I must leave this day and age

Friendships and loved ones of my past, 
Time is moving forward too fast

My thoughts are my own, It does not seem true,
Escaping their clutch, my mind feels brand new

A beautiful mind, was a sad thing to waste 
Folks behind me, for me had no Honor or Grace


I have become a different person much more fun,
It seems like my brain went from a walk to a run,

I had a dream for the future, not fearing the change,
I fear once I move on, this adventure I differently arrange

Held in the palm of my hand, New friends, a house, and a car,
To go to that from this, It just seems I have come so far.

Deep in my thoughts, I never want these feelings to stop, 
The more I struggle holding ground, I fear I may drop

The less I seem to last there, the less I seem to last here
In my life I moved on a lot, Happy again, I am not there.

I had a dream Today Of my life I must turn a page
To write on my mind, I must leave that day and age,

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Sunday, July 14, 2013

Being Judged A Rebel Cause

Alone; no feelings of  being lonely, Deep thoughts are hers only.
A gray old mother sits alone. Unloved, un-cherished and unknown.
No one understands the gift of life. until seen through another's eyes.
Along time passed to hear their voice. Life now her own, the inevitable choice.
Their judgments; no more would she take. In solitude she became awake.
Far removed from those in her past. The old woman found contentment at last.

She has forgiven all unkindness shown. The old mother voluntarily sits alone.


Solitude is a time that can be used for reflection, inner searching, growth, or enjoyment of some kind. Deep reading requires solitude, so does experiencing the beauty of nature. Artistic thinking and creativity usually do too.

Solitude suggests peacefulness branching from a state of inner richness. It is a means of enjoying the quiet and whatever it brings that is satisfying and from which we draw mental nourishment. It is something we cultivate. Solitude is refreshing; an opportunity to renew ourselves, it replenishes us.

Loneliness is a circumstance of feelings. Aloneness is a circumstance of being. We can be alone without feeling lonely. Our soul would have no rainbows. if our eyes have not shed tears. Loneliness is not a state of being,

Loneliness is marked by a sense of isolation. Solitude, on the other hand, is a state of being alone without being lonely and can lead to self-awareness.

Loneliness is a negative state, marked by a sense of isolation. One feels that something is missing. It is possible to be with people and still feel lonely. When you are standing in a crowd of people and feel lonely. —this is the most bitter form of loneliness

Solitude is the state of being alone without being lonely. It is a positive and constructive state of medley with oneself. Solitude is desirable, a state of being alone where you provide yourself magnificent and sufficient company.

Loneliness is harsh, punishment, a deficiency state, a state of discontent marked by a sense of estrangement, an awareness of excess aloneness.

Solitude is something you choose. Loneliness is imposed on you by others. Move forward in solitude, do not long for what has been left behind you, reflect on your future

Thus the inspiration for my New Cover Graphic.



Friday, July 12, 2013

Anxiety, Prejudice & another one bites the dust

July 12, 2013. I spent yesterday, totally depressed. i should have toked a little to help my mood but needed to wallow in it. sometimes wallowing in sorrow of how we are treated by others gives us a perspective on how to deal with a situation, at least it does for me.

I woke up in a fairly happy mood, was in the middle of creating some artwork for my Face book page and creating a group: 

Marijuana Art-Creative Juices by GanjaGoji
https://www.facebook.com/groups/416843781762562/members/

Medical Marijuana Patients United
https://www.facebook.com/groups/533056236741951/

One of my daughters from Missouri calls me every morning, which is nice to know someone cares. She is the only one left from my past that has not alienated me or died off. 

As I began to share what I had been doing with my time on this fine morning, she interrupted me and blurted out " I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR OR TALK ABOUT DOPE. OMG I was speechless. 

I argued the point that Marijuana is not DOPE, I have a legal prescription. Then I just shut up, I am of the belief that keeping it simple goes a lot farther than ranting. I say my piece and then shut up, because the next one to talk Looses. 

However my mind was Ranting, as I glanced over at my bong wanting desperately to hit that to calm down. I thought about what I should say;

Like hello young woman you have quite a shady past, your friends and your son are DOPERS. I always tell her "you are who you hang with". Your son' Baby MaMa is a Meth Tweeker and much much more. Ok stop the head banging... <~~ I did not say any of this

Not saying anything, the time of silence between us on the phone was becoming uncomfortable. I want to just hang up on her. I am being judged now by another daughter of mine, who are both hypocrites. 

She spoke first and I can not even tell you what she said, however it was an attempt to change the subject. Does she know how she just stabbed me in the heart. I think NOT.

She suggested that we hang up which I did abruptly. Now this is some serious bullshit to deal with. She knows of my relationship with her sister and she knows how hard it is to deal with the death of her brother. She also knows about my physical disabilities. 
Torn from my soul: 




I can not comprehend this attitude. If there is an Herb that can cure what is the problem, especially if it is LEGALLY PRESCRIBED.

I opted for an anti-anxiety medication, as my bony old fingers dug inside the prescription bottle for that little blue pill, I wanted to just break down and cry. Again I am being forced to make a choice. 







I have a new motto and put it on a graphic yesterday: I am not here to fit into your world, I am here to build my own world called: Survival

I watched some television and fell asleep because of the medication I took, a wasted day in my life allowing someone to take me down emotionally and mentally because of my choices. Maybe not a wasted day, but a stolen day. Make me choose you loose.

Woke up early this morning and hit Google for Medical Marijuana information. Many people are Bigots and not in tune with what is happening out here in the real world. I refuse to defend myself to my daughter she is over 40 years old, she can stay stuck in her bias attitude and loose me. Oh and by the way after our conversation she posted on her Facebook page "What a beautiful day" WTF

Her choice. If I can not be honest and carry on a conversation with her then I guess we do not talk any more. What would be the point. It is that simple for me and a situation I have dealt with many times in the past from loved ones. 

Here is what I came up with to defend myself for my choice to became a Medical Marijuana patient and put it all in one graphic:





18 Legal Medical Marijuana States PLUS:District of Columbia

  • 1. Alaska
  • 2. Arizona
  • 3. California
  • 4. Colorado
  • 5. Connecticut
  • 6. DC
  • 7. Delaware
  • 8. Hawaii
  • 9. Maine
  • 10. Massachusetts
  • 11. Michigan
  • 12. Montana
  • 13. Nevada
  • 14. New Jersey
  • 15. New Mexico
  • 16. Oregon
  • 17. Rhode Island
  • 18. Vermont
  • 19. Washington


Pending Legislation to Legalize Medical Marijuana

  • 1. Illinois
  • 2. Minnesota
  • 3. New Hampshire
  • 4. New York
  • 5. Ohio
  • 6. Pennsylvania
  • 7. Missouri


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